Well after five years of marriage, the wife and I have moved out of the house we've been in. Part of me is glad its over and a bigger part is sad actually....yes I'm surprised. You see, for me, its been going in this direction for almost 2 years now, and its strange you think it'll never come but, when it gets here its not quite what you were expecting and its like a punch in the face that you saw coming from 10,000 miles away (long arm). The last year and a half has been difficult and near the end of it, it was getting hard to do anything. But now here I am 6 years, 2 jobs and 17 songs from where I startedwith only a mere 3 1/2 songs left on the infamous album that just never seems to end (production wise), and I question if this is worth it, if it will go anywhere. Some seem to think so. I'm unsure of the future, I see the irony in the fact that after its completed, (as it could be the end, before it really started) it would take place after the end of my marriage. I would like it to not end. I still have alot of ideas for songs vocal and instrumental. Or maybe not enough people care anyways. I guess I'm saying, this had better be worth it, to whatever "this" is that drives me to do this project of mine. It could be the fear of my oblivion.

PS I've started the countdown, you might or might not know what that means.