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Updated 06-16-2010 11:30: e-10 and The Ex Mrs. Entity
 


Well after five years of marriage, the wife and I have moved out of the house we've been in. Part of me is glad its over and a bigger part is sad actually....yes I'm surprised. You see, for me, its been going in this direction for almost 2 years now, and its strange you think it'll never come but, when it gets here its not quite what you were expecting and its like a punch in the face that you saw coming from 10,000 miles away (long arm). The last year and a half has been difficult and near the end of it, it was getting hard to do anything. But now here I am 6 years, 2 jobs and 17 songs from where I startedwith only a mere 3 1/2 songs left on the infamous album that just never seems to end (production wise), and I question if this is worth it, if it will go anywhere. Some seem to think so. I'm unsure of the future, I see the irony in the fact that after its completed, (as it could be the end, before it really started) it would take place after the end of my marriage. I would like it to not end. I still have alot of ideas for songs vocal and instrumental. Or maybe not enough people care anyways. I guess I'm saying, this had better be worth it, to whatever "this" is that drives me to do this project of mine. It could be the fear of my oblivion.

PS I've started the countdown, you might or might not know what that means.

 

 

   
 
Updated 05-28-2010: I FEEL GREAT I FEEL GREAT I FEEL GREAT...a story of inspiration
 
So last fall I was bored on the internet, and kind of burnt out on ideas for songs after Angel. I found myself on youtube watching "youtube poop" videos, when I came a across this one. Watched it and for some reason had the sounds stuck in my head all day at work (and a bad one at that), but one part in particular in here had me humming the tune all day. And amidst the depths of my despair at work I had a sudden rush of creativity. Which became the next song which I'll put up soon, and the rest of the website as well.

Until then, enjoy.

Bet you'll never guess what it is.
   
 
Update: Just When I Thought It Wasn't About You
 

Greetings everyone. I'm back from my all winter-long music-related hiatus to bring you this video, and soon some more stuff. I'll get the rest of the site up shortly until then enjoy this video. Yes the Visual section might actually become something yet.